Hmm... I remember I had an entry once, about something I read - that your Life is like a bus, with you being the bus driver, taking a journey from one terminus to another. Passengers on ur bus will be the people whom you meet in ur life. Well ~ I ain't gonna repeat that all over again [+ I can't be bothered to go search for the post so am not gonna like link it]... but suddenly that "theory" resurfaced into my mind. Just one of the random thoughts I seem to have so often.

In brief, during ur journey there'll be passengers who will board the bus - some will be there only for 1 stop or 2... they'll board & alight so quickly that u don't really notice them at all. Some will stay on for slightly longer though u don't really give a damn about... and there are others who u'll build up a relationship with (aka ur friends). Those who have been with u since the start of the journey will be ur parents... etc. The only thing for sure is, after the journey is done, u'll be driving the empty bus alone back into the parking lot with nothing but memories of the trip. Well ~ you get the point.

Anyway, my dilemna ~ I'm starting to feel something for a fellow bus driver. Lolx, I dunno how to really describe it... but, well, he didn't board my bus, neither did I board his. We aren't even driving along the same route. Guess we got to know each other thru' the "ntercom" (driversnet.com hahaha) and somehow, he's become an important part of my life. No kidding. He's the one whom I wanna see on MSN when I logon, and he's the one I always smile while I'm chatting with him. *sigh* Itz been awhile alredi, this feeling... and am pretty confused as to what it is. The thing is, we are following 2 totally different routes. The routes are scheduled to intersect sometime in the future... but it'll just be for a really short distance. Whether anything will take place during that point of time, am not too sure. I recently got a headset + mic, and heard his voice for the 1st time last week. It was an awkward conversation though - with both of us at a loss of words & our accents making it so difficult to understand each other when we actually do speak, but yeah... was kinda glad that I finally got to hear how he sounds after so many years.

*shrugx*

And if Fate wasn't cruel enough, She had to throw another curveball my way... bringing a passenger on board my bus. Someone whom I've enjoyed hanging out with... someone who is gonna alight too soon. Hmm... one thing for certain though, for this one, there's just "interest"... thatz all. Went out with him to watch 1408 @ VivoCity last nite, and I should be meeting him again this Wed. Bleah ~ but Wed should be the last time I suppose, since he's leaving on Sat. Itz a shame though... coz he seems like someone whom I can really get along with, and will probably be included in my "buddy list" should the situation be different. Hell... I even found out yesterday that he shares the same birthday as me... only that he was born 6 years later.

Yah I know what u gonna ask - what the fuck is with me & younger guys huh? Idk. And trust me, I dun really like that either. It just seems that guys my age or slightly older... well, they are either alredi attached or folks that I'm totally uninterested in. Plus I don't really get the chance to meet many new people now.

Bah! Enough of all that. Got more things to worry about - the main one being... how the fuck am I supposed to shift everything into my room? Manx ~ I was astonished as to how much stuff I had to actually bring home frm Bt. Panjang on Sat. Can u imagine it? ellone was driving a lorry/van and we actually had to make 2 trips to carry everything? Oh... and thatz only like 3/4 of my stuff. 1/4 was alredi @ bugis (coz I never shifted those over). Seems that I made the right decision in bring Phoenix, my PS2 & SubZero back on Thurs. Yes. The problem. I found out that my computer table doesn't fit under the shelf... so I've gotta like drag it out a little, which means... the chair can't fit in. So ended up having to sit on the bed to play WoW. Backache siahx. Currently the TV is left on the floor, haven't bought the stand yet... maybe later tonite after wrk I'll go to Ikea for a bit. Thankfully my parents helped settle the pets in. The no. of tanks is amazing I tell u... just ask those folks who helped me on Sat [thanks a million!!].

I don't have much space to walk around now though... lol. Due to the renovation my parents had the other time, most of my stuff are in boxes & containers that are all over my room floor. Due to me shifting back on Sat, there are also boxes & containers that take up 1/2 the floor space in the hall -.-" Think I'm gonna end up having to throw loads of stuff out *sigh* I'm such a bloody pack rat. Irl, my room is full with my stuff spilling over in other spaces... in game, I always run out of bank space. Wth. Goal for this week though, to settle @ least the bookshelf & wardrobe. With those 2 outta the way... I can start deciding which cabinet to keep and which to dump... then it'll be the ultimate headache. Where the hell am I gonna keep that many stuffed toys? Wah piang... it actually took up 3 huge bags (while my clothes only took up 1). Dun tell me gotta end up putting all of them onto my bed & I sleep in the hall again? X-(

So many things that require my attention. Still gotta make my way down to a HDB branch office to cancel my season parking for Bt. Panjang & get Harusame's pillion seat fixed. Think I'll do that this Sat if I ain't too lazy. Hmmm and last Fri, I just registered for my JLPT2. Woohoo, sheer suicide dude!! And sensei had to make this comment on Sun that got me totally demoralised - that it'z a huge level gap between JLPT3 & JLPT2. To think I barely made it thru' JLPT3... and tat was what, in 2004? Loads to catch up but I doubt I'll ever get ample motivation. The only thing I'm thankful of is that I managed to persuade someone else to sign up for JLPT as well. Shame that he's doing 4 though - which means I gotta figure out my stuff all by myself. Maybe I'll go get a guide book frm Kino... but ex siah. Anyway, the good thing is, he has agreed to study together... so I guess I'll be meeting him on a weekly basis - either a weekday or after class... and outside, I actually do get some studying done w/o the distractions I have @ home. Plus he's pretty fun to hang out with too >=)

The ultimate "tiring" thing that happened this weekend? My bro created a character on WoW using a trial account... and chances are, he's gonna activate it /swt. A female night-elf druid. (damnit, I was hoping that he'll create a priest) At this rate things are going, I foresee I'm gonna get even lesser sleep this week. Think itz just sooner or later that I'll experience k.o. siahx. I just hope that when I do, I'll have at least my room back to normal.

*stretches* Anyway I'd better put more effort into work... before the boss decides that I'm expendable! Am actually supposed to be working on something rite now, but I just couldn't concentrate. Damnit. I gotta do it by lunch. Bleah.